November 08

I thought that we were meant to be

with the birthday
with the fucking attitude
with all the intersection
and how fate put us together

Thanks to you
I lost all my pride
I gave away everything I had

I allowed your legal partner screwed you

I let that bastard hit me and walked away
I withness how that coward took you away
and then

All I can do is

Act numb

Keep boozing til I drop off
til I can't remember any single shit you did to me

You told me

I'm the one in your mind even when you were with him

Hold me when I was terrified
Cried so hard when I fall

fuck it

I dunno
maybe after all
those were just your plot

you wrote this shit to my life

I lost faith in everything
I doubt everyone

hate as hard as I can
just to cover the annihilation of my game

The only right thing that I did

is that I left you
on the fucking meaningful Christmas Eve

You ruined it

the love
the dedication
and the effort to save you from drowing

You are no longer anything for me

merely the scar on my head

Im gonna make this year christmas a memorable one

not frowning of the nightmare anymore

Phew ... feeling better=)

' Merry Christmas '